I had my initial blood work today to confirm that I have indeed ovulated, so the fun begins again. They gave me the choice of starting Lupron tonight, or just starting in the morning, so I chose to have ONE more night as a normal person and will start the Lupron shots when I am half asleep tomorrow morning instead!
I don't really know what else to say right now...I have been having way more anxiety about this cycle than the last one, so I am just trying to keep it together! On my way to the RE's office this morning, I started getting weepy in the car because it is way more emotional to start over, than it was to be doing it the first time.
Lupron is ready to go! |
To keep my mind busy, I am trying to have us plan a Fall activity for each weekend...two weeks ago was the zip-lining, this past weekend we went to the Bronx Zoo, this coming weekend we are hoping to take Parker on our yearly hayride/pumpkin picking outing and maybe hit up a haunted house and the weekend after (I HOPE), we have booked a bigger/better zip-line adventure! I know I am cutting it close with the shots and whatnot, but even if I have started Follistim already, it won't have been more than a day or two and my ovaries won't be grapefruits yet! I refuse to put my life on hold anymore for this shit.
I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious about this cycle. What great activities you've planned to keep you busy though! I will be sending lots of good thoughts your way!!!
ReplyDeleteGood luck this cycle!
ReplyDeleteAlways rooting for you!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks girls! Hopefully I can get control of the anxiety, before it controls me!
ReplyDeleteI love you K! You are in my thoughts! FX for you!
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